Ugh, this cough drop tastes so bad?

it really really does but im hungry :D! and i don't know how to cook T~T AND to make things worse, I had to wait about 20 minutes at the bus stop and the bus never came, and now im scared that santa claus is going to burst into my house any second and scream "Oh Yeahhh" ...or is that the kool aid dude? ugh, i don't care, im scared, alone, and hungry T~T